I love you

I've always loved you, actually. I remember things you wouldn't imagine, I have memories that I'm sure you've just earsed. But I can tell we've been together for all of our lives, and I can tell that I've needed you, though you didn't, and I've cared about you to a point you don't know. It all changed step by step. I realized how much I loved you and wanted you and desired you. I felt some dark deep inside when we would stop talking everyday, when you wouldn't be as sincere as I wished. You won't let me love you, you won't let me care. Now I can't stand you anymore; I can't stand you call me beautiful, I can't stand you looking at me, I can't stand when you laugh at my jokes and I can't stand your touch. I don't want your kisses anymore, your hugs, you smiles... But I either can't stand your pain, I don't want you to feel lonely, it hurts when you hurt... If you only let me love you, if you only let me be your friend.

KK

Emma

Making friends

I'll start saying that I've spent my whole life (18 years) with almost exactly the same people, for most of my kindergarden companions went to my school and high school. It's not like I've had the same friends since I was 1 year old and I've never met someone new, but still, getting in a place where I don't know anyone and having to stablish relationships is quite shocking for me. When I got in college, I was sure that I wanted to sare those moments with someone and not be alone. The first day I introduced myself to one girl with the most random thing, but it worked, and nowadays she is one of my best friends. I felt very proud of myself for breaking my own barriers and take the initiative. Anyway, today, after a year, I'm not the most popular, but I have my group of friends and that is all I need. I'm lucky to have my old friends next to my house, because I still miss them and I need them, but there they are, these new people,n this new company that I have won. I'm still the nerd one, the quite one, but I ave the respect of everyone and I'm happy with what I am.

KK

Emma